// Hitomi o Tojireba

Moving.

Sat, 02 Jun 2007 07:14:31 GMT

I think I'm gonna move to a new LJ account. I messed this blog up, it seems. Anyway, I'm gonna add my friends here all over again.

Toodles! ^_^

Yo.

Wed, 23 May 2007 06:02:54 GMT

Well, guess what. Yuki's not yet back. xD No, seriously, I'm not back yet. We still don't have a phone line, but hopefully *crosses fingers* we will have one by Friday. So, this post is kind of an 'I'm back' message if we get the phone line by Friday, or a 'Hello, I won't be here for too long' message if not.

Anyway, it's been a month, ne? And you know, today is my first day of going to class. Wondering why I'm here at such an early time? Well, I had classes from 8 to 11:30 AM only. Now isn't that sweet? You might be thinking that the university I'm in ish no good for making students go to school early, but I'm really thankful for having such an early class because I've got nothing to do at home anymore. And I'm bored out of my wits.

On a happier note, I was able to go to the Mangaholix Mangamania last May 19. I'm really sorry if I wasn't able to tell you guys that I was going to come. But I was there. I saw Aruki-neechan there, and I loved her outfit. No, she didn't join the cosplay, but she really looked nice. And yes, Aruki-neechan, I agee with you. The Takayanagi cosplayer was absolutely HOT. Oh man. Alodia, the cosplay judge who cosplayed as Misa-Misa-chan, looked really nice. If she entered the individual cosplay competition, I bet she would've won. Also, I saw a really cute L cosplayer... Too bad I wasn't able to take a picture of him. Like Alodia-san, he didn't join the cosplay competition too. Zannen deshita ne. And he was really cute too... Anyway, the cosplay pics will be up when we already have a phone line.

Well, sorry to say but I think I'm gonna have a hard time writing here now (but every time I say that, I do the opposite thing--but not now) because well, I'm in college. What's more, my professors give me a scary vibe. And to think I've only met 3 of them. I feel that my subjects are going to be brutal. Sure, I love computers, but trying to analyze systems, databases and other what not--not to mention integrating MATH (the dreaded word) in them--will most probably kill this poor Yuki. If I was really yuki (I mean snow), then I'd be melted by now.

That's all, I guess. I still have to e-mail my step dad for my mom and research on an assignment--SEE! THAT BRUTAL! FIRST DAY OF CLASSES AND AN ASSIGNMENT!--and, yeah. Ja, mata ne. ^_^

Currently Reading: stuff about JCreator

Mon, 30 Apr 2007 09:19:18 GMT

Yes, you've seen right. I'm on hiatus! It's really sad, I know... and I hate being on hiatus. Unless I'm feeling lazy to blog, but meeeh.

I'm too lazy to explain everything, so I'm just going to copy what I've written in AA.

*cries* Honto ni gomen ne, minna-san! Uwaaaaaaaa~!

Well, the thing is, I have to leave AA just for a few days because we just moved houses. We still don't have a phone line as of now, so I can't connect to the internet. Actually, I'm here at an internet cafe... *shudders* It's been a while since I've gone to an internet cafe. Ah, good thing nobody's here. Yet. =_______="

Anyway, I'd like to thank all who voted for Yuki-kun as the council president. ^_^ Arigatou ne! He promises to do everything in his power to make the academy better. *lol*

Maaa... I'm gonna miss you guys even though I'm going to be gone only for a few days! I can't stand being away from AA anymore... scary... I'm already being addicted... -________-

xD That's all. Ja, mata ne. -_______-"

[Because I've crossposted this to LJ and GJ, the hiatus thingy applies to Hitomi wo Tojireba and Existentialism. =____=" See you guys.]

The Wait is Over!

Fri, 27 Apr 2007 02:44:57 GMT

I FINALLY HAVE VERONIKA DECIDES TO DIE~! MWAHAHAHAHA!

Well yes, I've been wanting to have my paws on this book, but whenever I go to a bookstore, it's always sold out. How sad, ne? And the thing is, I've been asking my aunt to buy me this book since she is able to go to almost any mall (she's a manager at Brownies Unlimited) but then she's a bit skeptical about it because of the title. xD Maybe she's thinking that I'm in some kind of a satanic cult because the books that I've been asking her to buy are controversial. Last time, I asked her to buy me The Da Vinci Code. =P Meeh, conservatives.

Ooooh, and I can't wait for Spiderman 3. ^_^

Post Birthday Post

Wed, 25 Apr 2007 10:15:34 GMT

That was a funny pun. Disagree and I’ll castrate you. Bwahaha.

Anyway, I totally missed posting during the exact time of my birth 16 years ago. I was born exactly at 9:10 in the evening and I was able to go home at about 9:25 PM. How sad.

I don’t want to tell anybody of what happened yesterday. Gaaaaaah.

Anyway, to those who greeted me on my sixteenth birth anniversary, thank you very much. ^_^ I luff j00 all. xD

Going Back to QC

Wed, 25 Apr 2007 09:19:27 GMT

No, not Questionable Content (the web comic I frequent every weekdays) but Quezon City, the place which served as my home roughly eight years ago. I just wanted to write something about it.

Quezon City is nothing like what it was eight years ago. Perhaps I feel that way because it had been so long since I last resided there, but the thing is, even though I don’t live there anymore, I still go there almost every week. That’s because my mom refuses to shop anywhere but SM Sta. Mesa (Centerpoint) because she’s not familiar with any other mall. During those eight years of being here in Taguig City, I’m still able to QC at least twice a month. Many things have indeed changed.

But first, let me share to you something that happened to us last Sunday. So we were on our way to Sta. Teresita General Hospital, and we were forced to stop by a female traffic enforcer. So our driver Mang Eddie asked her what the problem was, and well, that’s as far as I know. Apparently she charged him for not wearing a seatbelt. The only thing that we could and had to do was to give her an ‘inducement,’ and so we did. A typical doing of a Filipino traffic enforcer, but you know what? I was quite shocked. Well, I wasn’t shocked that it happened to us, but the fact that a female officer had done that. I can’t imagine that a woman would do something as atrocious as that (asking for money so that she’d let us go—that was what happened actually) being a lady myself. During that time, I was really irritated. What a shame for women everywhere. But then again, needless of what their gender is, Filipinos would do anything for money.

As if I’m not a Filipino. Anyway, back to the Quezon City talk.

We passed by our old houses back in Santol. My family is not rich (seriously—if you disagree, I’ll decapitate you) and we could not afford to buy our own houses. So from when I was a baby up to when I was in the second grade, we rented various apartments by Santol. Technically, we still don’t have our own house. If memory serves, I’ve been to five apartments up to the second grade. After that I stayed in my grandpa’s place in Taguig for about three years and I’ve been living in this god forsaken city ever since. When I was in the sixth grade until when I was a high school freshman, we stayed at a friggin’ expensive apartment at Baranggay Tipas and now I’m here at Lakeview Manors and in a few days time, we’ll be moving to Vista De Lago, which is a few minutes away from Lakeview. Yay. (Slash sarcasm.)

Ah, I felt so nostalgic passing by those houses. You know what? Those apartments were still in good shape, perhaps that’s because of the continuous changes and renovations done to them. You know something else? I wasn’t able to distinguish any of them. I know that doesn’t make sense, but that’s just the way it is.

And then, that same Sunday we went to SM Centerpoint to pick up a few stuff—and when I say a few stuff, I mean lots of boxes. Anyway, we were almost on our way home when my mom remembered something. She asked me to wait by the food court, and so I did. Ahh, those were the most excruciating 15 minutes of my life. Stupid thoughts came in and out of my mind (that doesn’t make sense…). But the thought of some random person tapping my shoulder any second that time just struck me. Well, nobody came up to me and tapped my shoulder, but at least a have a new dream—to have some random person tap on my shoulder and just strike a conversation. Very unlikely to happen, I know, but I can dream, right?

Eventually we went home. The violet and orange hues that combined in the twilight sky never seemed that beautiful. On the way home, I fell asleep in the car, just like what happens most of the time. Thankfully the few minutes I stayed awake was enough for me to see the sunset.

Currently Reading: Alice Academy posts

dammit. i feel like fucking crap.

Sat, 07 Apr 2007 07:30:59 GMT

i so hate this feeling of being so... fucking useless. and uncreative. and crappy. T_T supposedly i'm not going to post here unless i've uploaded my new layout. but then i have so much to rant... and where to rant but here? whoop dee fucking doo. T_T

the mere fact that i can't cosplay anytime soon pisses me off. i can't think of who to cosplay, and my mom's nagging me so much that i shouldn't waste money during a critical time like this. seriously, i can't take this anymore. =_=

and also, i think i'm losing my creative juices... good thing i was able to finish my layouts before my brain totally went dry. the only thing is i haven't written the coding yet... and now i'm seriously fucked up. i don't even know what to put in the coding! oh gawd... this is turning out to be such a disaster. what's more, i have to make a layout for alice academy. and i totally have no idea... dammit.

somebody just kill me... x_X

and the roleplays. the fucking roleplays! i don't know what to reply to them anymore... gahh, i'm so frustrated.

add the pressure of going to college too. oh my god. i can't believe that i'd already be a college student by may 23. dammit dlsu, why do you have to start the classes so damn early? csb's classes will start on may 28 and mapua's will start at june. dammit.

i'm so fucking frustrated... x_X from now on, chantal's dead.

maaaaaaaaaaaaaaa... i don't feel like receiving any phone calls for today. i think i'm just going to sleep.

damn it all. T_T

PLUG!

Thu, 29 Mar 2007 09:42:39 GMT

I'm not really in the blogging mood today because I'm still frustrated with the new Batsmeyts layout. Gawd, that layout is just too damn hard to finish. T_T

I'm just here because I wanna plug a couple of RP sites, especially Alice Academy. I need to recruit people there, so if you're interested in joining roleplays, please reply to this post saying that you're interested and what name you're going as.

This list is ranked according to my priority, which means that I badly need people to join the RP on the top position. XD

Alice Academy (http://aliceacademy.proboards74.com)
This RP is based on the anime Alice Academy. I badly need people to join here! I go as the in-training moderator Setsuna Hayashi and student Anael Yukino (Yuki-kun) there... and many other characters. XD
Elixir of Life (http://z6.invisionfree.com/elixiroflife)
This is a Fullmetal Alchemist-based RPG made by me. I started this a month ago... and yeah. XD I go there as † Yuki Angel. I play Sapphire Aria Corleone and Tristan Florence. ^_^
Vindicta (http://vindicta.sky.tc)
I just joined this forum, and I registered there as Yuki no Rei. Well, I'm participating in the Crossholism thread there (thanks to Atchie Dyei and Urumi-chan~!). In that RP, I play as Yui Yagami. ^_^

PLEASE JOOOOOOOIN~! ^_^

Disappointing... T_T

Wed, 28 Mar 2007 13:48:46 GMT

Maaa... I'm so disappointed. First is because I won't be going to Ozine anymore. I took the costume for granted--it's already March 28 and still no costume, and the thing is, me and my mom are fixing some stuff around because we're moving houses. Yep. I won't be going to Ozine, but I hope I'd be able to join the annual Animax convention. *sigh* Sorry guys... =(

And there's also the fact that I can't smile. I don't know how to smile, in front of the camera, at least. Have you seen the pictures? Man, I think I look so... dull. If there was a tutorial on how to smile, I'd definitely look for it. But then smiling is something that comes from the heart... x_X

And my skin became darker because of the batch outing. Well, I'm not saying that I regret going there, but then the fact I didn't go to any swimming outings whatever because I didn't want to become any darker than I am now... gaah, it's kinda frustrating. But then again, if it's for the batch, I'd go. T_T Maa, reminds me of my pictures... my skin is just too damn dark...

Speaking of pictures, I'd be posting pics during our outing a little later. Have to gather more pics...

Anyway, this post isn't exactly all about rants. Good things did happen. First is that I learned the name of the guy that I've been fangirling for almost a year. Yes, unfortunately, I didn't know his name until now. Well, this guy is Koike Teppei, and he's absolutely gorgeous~! Like HYDE, Gackt and Matsumoto Jun, he looks like a girl. And he's so dreeeeeeeeeeaaaamy... *sigh* Those deep black eyes... ahhh... XD

Layouts galore! I'm also almost finished with Batsmeyts' (http://batsmeyts.yukitenshi.net) new layout! It's really pretty, and I love it. And I'm also working on Yukitenshi.NET's new layout. I used Blood+ as the theme, and I have to say, Otonashii Saya and Hagi have never looked so cuuute~! I don't think I'd be changing this Ouran layout anytime soon though... ^_^

sighs

Sat, 24 Mar 2007 15:26:10 GMT

Well, the pictures are here. Sorry if the other pics are crappy... the other shots are too dark so I used the screen effect on them.

Prom Pics. -___-

Me, Donna and Me

My shoes. My mom took that shot, and I'm just not sure why she did that.

Those were the flowers given to me during the prom. -__-

This is my anak, AC, also known as Pawr AC and/or Obi-Wan Kenobi. We are the mighty Fours! XD

Me and my partner, Ige/Vincent Miguel Arciga.

Michael Futalan. Yeah.

That's LS, me, and Mi. Man, my face is too whitish... x_X

My 'table-mates'. From L to R is Nica, Remy, Vinni, me and Belle.

Me and my Frend (no typos there), Belle. You know, the 'Frend' calls actually originated from us. But since somebody else uses that call, we decided to stop. T_T

Me, Donna, Mi and Eunice.

Donna and me.

My Bi Thedy and Me.

That's the rose that Arian gave me. <3

Here it is again.

Those are the two blue roses which I received during the prom.

Again.

Graduation pics.

This is me and my mom. ^_^

That's Donna, me, Wee (our valedictorian) and Eunice. Wait, where did Mi-chan go?

Alien, alien~! Nah, that's just Wee, doing his valedictory address. XD

Me and Mom again.

And again.

The MOCC trainees. Aww, they look so good! Darn those boys at the back (I mean those in our school uniform), they ruin the picture. T_T

Go~!

I like that shot. XD

Me and Belle.

Me, Mi, Eunice and Donna.

Me and my BUDDDEEEEH Ana. ^_^

My best friends since the sixth grade, Donna and Jonathan. *ego alert* Man, I look good in that pic. XD

Me. T_T

Me, conducting the Philippine national anthem.

Me for the finale. XD

Too lazy to give details, will post tomorrow. T_T

Update, update.

Tue, 20 Mar 2007 13:45:56 GMT

OMG. I'm so wasted.

Dreams. Lately my dreams are so vivid that it scares me. It really does. X_X And then 10 minutes after being totally awake, I forget all about it. It's kind of unlikely for me to forget a dream, especially when it's very clear.
RPing. Oh God. I'm so addicted with RPing... I can't stop~! Made yet another character, and I'm very proud of myself. Another well made charrie, I have to say. I have a knack for making character sheets.
The orientation. It was fun, really. The Lasallians aren't as snobbish as I thought they would be, but I don't think I'd be able to keep up with the girls' pace. I mean, they're waaay older than me and they look so... I dunno, mature maybe? And look at me here, I'm just a kid who entered school too early. T_T It's frustrating, but I have to get through this. Imagine, I'm already a graduate at the age of 18? OMG. Well, I really liked the presentations they... um, presented. Ah, the thought of learning different programming languages... it makes my heart melt~! It's just a pity that I might not be able to use my web designing knowlege... Aww. Well, a there was a game called Wordles there, and I answered one question correctly so I earned an ID lace. T_T Well, at least I got a prize. Anyway, at the sound of "Free Electives" (PLURAL, YAY~!) my heart just pounded. At last, my dream is finally coming true! To go to school just to learn the stuff you want! WEEEELL, there's Math, but heck. Maybe all the other fun subjects will take my mind off Math. XD And then we had a campus tour. It was fun, but it was sooo hot. T_T

Ah, anyway, I'm feeling lazy to add details. XD That's all for now.

OMG

Mon, 19 Mar 2007 12:19:45 GMT

SHIT!

I totally missed MariMite.

I'm so going to have an all nighter.

Curse this RP craziness!

Oh well. At least I finished another character.

T_T

Meeeeh. T_T

Sun, 18 Mar 2007 08:20:34 GMT

Maaaaaa. I made yet another RP character. ^_^ That was tiring but fulfilling...

Well, although I can write a lot right now, I'm not really in the blogging mood today. -___-

I'm not in the foruming mode either. I just want to play point and click games... and roleplay...

Well, maybe I'll do it right now.

Hmm... in five days time, I'd already be a HS graduate. ^_^ Baibai, CDSA and hello DLSU~! And heeeello free electives~! XD Will write more later. -___-

I Forgot...

Wed, 14 Mar 2007 01:54:50 GMT

It's White Day today. OMG. I almost forgot.

The day (in Japan, but heck, even gaijins celebrate it now) where the boys give something to the girls, because during Valentines, it's the other way around.

Maaa, people around me (except for Mi-chan, but I bet she's already forgotten about it) don't even know this day. Well, it's because they're not Japanophiles like me. XD

Meeh... I'll go take a bath now. -__-

A Yellow Carnation For You

Tue, 13 Mar 2007 13:55:31 GMT

The fact that I get what I want almost everytime scares me. Well, my latest obsession is blue flowers (blame Blood+ for that!) and lately I've been receiving a lot of them… -__- Well, Chongkie gave me a bouquet of them, and for that I'm really flattered. But still…

T_T He asked me for my answer again earlier. Sure, the roses are beautiful, but I don't feel that I can answer his question at that moment. Right now, my head's still pretty messed up. Yeah, I like him—he's funny, he's smart and he's a great guy. Everything I like in a guy is in him already, but I don't feel that… you know, that spark, yet. I asked him if he could wait for a little while. I was thinking, I need more time to ponder on these things, but then he answered that he couldn't. I was like… O_O. Okay, so you're rushing me? He also said that it's because time's lacking already? Does it mean that after graduation, everything's going to end? I don't think so. The fact that he's planning on going to DLS-CSB (or so my friends say to me) gives me more time to think about it. When he said that time was lacking, it made me think: do I want a guy who can't wait for a girl's answer? A guy whose admiration for a girl lasts for a limited time only? I don't think so. I need to rethink this over.

His notions are very sweet, mind you. But if he can't wait for me, I don't think we're right for each other. I'm aware that my ideas regarding this courtship are so delusional, but a girl can dream right? Besides, I don't want to make the same mistake again. I admit that I still have a young mind and that I make silly mistakes; like I said in my article for the paper, just because of a stupid teenage impulse, I ruined a good friendship. I seriously don't want that to happen again.

I've already told my friends that I want to be his girl and that “I'll take that heart of his,” but then, I'm having second thoughts… any suggestions?

*sigh* He said he had a poem, but then I never found it. I hope he has a copy of that because I'd love to read it. And also, maybe if he proves that he's right for me sometime this week, maybe I'll reconsider. Because I really don't want a guy (like I said earlier) whose admiration for a girl lasts for a limited time only.

By the way, the roses that he gave me were just white roses which were colored in blue (of course; there's no natural blue rose anyway). In the flower language, a blue rose means "I'll be waiting" while a white one means "I am worthy of you." I just hope he knows what the meaning of those flowers really are.

Currently Reading: Tenshi Shukushi

T_T

Tue, 13 Mar 2007 00:44:17 GMT

I hate it when my mom nags me. Darn it. Sure, I love her but sometimes she can really get into my nerves. I should've gone to school a long time ago but then here she comes nagging me for not helping her with her e-mails. IT WAS 6 AM, for Pete's sake!

*pant* Calm down, Chantal, calm down. Just go to school now already.

Unexpected

Mon, 12 Mar 2007 10:25:57 GMT

Me (not really, it's the article that I wrote): "Truly, the best way to lose a friend is to fall in love with them."
Erwin: Sige nga, ubusin ko nga friends ko.
Me: O_O

So now I'm like... O_O Erwin doesn't strike me as the ladies man but then, OMG, that sentence changed everything. I wonder what's really running through his mind right now.

Anyway, the Ozine Fest is drawing near and I've decided to go as Kuno Tatewaki's deranged younger sister and Saotome Ranma's obsessed devotee, Kuno Kodachi. Yeah, I know, she's twisted and all, but hey, she's a crazy fangirl like me and besides, her costume is so easy to do. I'll have my costume made in no time. XD I'm still not sure though whether I'd use the manga (dark blue) or anime (brown) uniform of hers.

DAMMIT~! I accidentally tore the page which had Kodachi on it! Damn, and it was my favorite pic of her too... stupid clumzy lazy me! Meh, I can't do anything about it. Well, I'll just post here what I was able to scan. T_T:

Kodachi's first appearance

The gymnast ribbon of doom~!

Kocchi: Anta wa, tada no onna arimasen ne... (You're not just a normal woman...)
Ranma: Ma... tada no onna janee kedo sa. (Well, I ain't just a normal girl.)

Grr. Add my stomach to that. I think I've messed up my digestive system. Earlier I ate kwekwek, then Coke, then a chocolate bar, then sineguelas (sp?). T_T

BUT... there's a silver lining to every cloud! Maria-sama ga Miteru is going to be aired at Animax at 7PM! It's dubbed in English so I'm kinda disappointed, but heck, that's MariMite! And besides, I was able to survive watching English dubbed FMA, so I'm going to survive again! YAY YURI! XD

A Sinful Post

Mon, 12 Mar 2007 03:36:17 GMT

Anger
I hate that Korean pop singer Rain from the bottom of my heart. I really do. He's such an Asian Usher wannabe. Maybe Usher's now scoffing at him because he's such an ugly wannabe. God, I hate him. He thinks he's so great and that his body is so magnificent, FEEH! Gackt can kick his sorry butt anytime when it comes to body! Gackt has REAL abs while that Korean poser doesn't even have one. What he has are ribs. Bleaugh. I seriously hate him. And to think I had to endure listening to his song while I was on my way home... I nearly barfed. That Usher wannabe must be burned to ashes. T_T Sorry bitches, I'm entitled to this opinion.

Lust
I've been seeing a lot of lesbian couples nowadays... it's good to know that they are 'coming out of the closet' now. But you know, I'm kinda envious of them... I really am. *sigh* I wish I had a girlfriend...

Envy
I always notice those who get better things than me despite of all my achievements. I mean, I've worked my ass off to where I'm standing but it seems it's never enough. Imagine, I have to gain my spot as the fourth honor just to get a laptop, while others, they just have to gain a grade of 85% and then they'd go to America already (just an example). That's such an injustice.

Gluttony
I've been eating a lot lately. Everytime I get a glimpse of our fridge, I open it and then get something to eat. So, for example, for one day I see the fridge for like 20 times. Imagine how many food I eat. -__-

Sloth
I'm so lazy. Wait... more like I procrastinate a lot. When I have to do something, I always say to myself, "Maybe later." Yup, that lazy. To think that the only things I do at home is to eat, sleep and waste internet cards writing in this blog.

Greed
I don't want to have a sibling. Because if I had one, then the stuff that's meant for me will be given to him/her. And I don't want that.

Pride
What can I say? I have a huge pride.

XD Just had to post that. Meeh. It's fun writing it, though. XD By the way, an evil spirit possessed me that time. XD

History

Mon, 12 Mar 2007 03:12:48 GMT

I just came across one of the oldest Groove Adventure Rave fanfics in the internet. It's entitled Elie's Secret, and I still remember the first time I stumbled upon it. I was on an internet cafe searching for Cattleya Glory's pics. I had a very bad cold that day, but then I had to research something for school so as I was researching, I was also searching for Catt's info. Then I found this fic and read it; I never got to finish it though because my time just ran out. Seriously, I was just able to finish the fic like... five minutes ago. After all these years, I still remembered where I left off.

Cattleya Glory... my namesake. Her name is the first alias that I've used, and as you can see I'm still using it now. Even though she was just a minor character in the Groove Adventure Rave series, I found her really interesting (note that I was just 11 by then). I liked her more than I liked Elie. Maybe it's the fact that she's not very popular that made her so appealing to me. Well, she rarely shows up in the series and when she does, she always seems unnoticed. She's refined, soft spoken and matured; the total opposite of this Cattleya.

Well, so much for my history. A different Cattleya emerged from the anime scene, and she's called Mizuki Natsumi (GetBackers). Yes. I saw a glimpse of the GB manga, and my intuition is correct; Natsumi is indeed the reincarnation of Cattleya Glory.

And my point is? I really don't know. -___-

Weird Much.

Sat, 10 Mar 2007 14:02:58 GMT

It's weird going through the titles of the entries of my blog through that little text box. You know, when you type something on the Entry Title textbox and then this dropdown menu kinda just... drops down.

Meeh. Never mind. I'm currently on MSN and Y!M right now... and boy, I have a lot of things to do. Many things are cluttered up... -___-

And also, I've lots to do on the RPs that I've joined. Maaa, maybe I'll just update later. Ja.

Way to Escape

Thu, 08 Mar 2007 12:21:23 GMT

Is there any? This day is gave me a lot of mental stress. Yeah, not the normal kind of stress. Weird stuff happen around me lately... Oh God.

College. No, I'm not asking for a way to escape it... more like skip it or something. I'm kind of nervous because I won't be seeing most of my friends anymore... that I'd already be too busy with my studies... I just can't take it. But of course, I know that it's gonna be exciting too... since I'll be meeting people, gaining more friends, experiencing more things. But then, how about high school? There are just too many things in HS that I'd like to hold on to. But then the thing about graduations is that you are being set free... and you yourself need to let go of the threads that bind you to your high school life.

Maa... what am I saying? I'm being too sentimental.

Maybe I'm just hungry. T_T

YATTA~!

Wed, 07 Mar 2007 04:26:12 GMT

Still on the upper 5%... I ranked 4! Yayaya~!

I'm still at school, using the internet that I've paid for... hehe.

It's too bad I didn't get the Student Leader of the Year award. meeh, what the heck.

Baaah. Gotta go. Stoamach's rumbling. Damn, this keyboard is just too hard to use. T_T

Congratulations to our valedictorian, Erwin Osorio~!

Woot for CDSA

Wed, 07 Mar 2007 01:52:10 GMT

I'm currently at CDSA's new CDSA.COM (fancy way of saying 'the school's new internet cafe) and I'm also currently enduring my teacher's uberloud laughter. God. He should stop watching YouTube. Seriously.

Meeh. Just testing if the internet here works. XD

Actually, I'm here 'coz I'm trying to finish the Gazette. Can't do it at home 'coz my USB has been infected by the school's Trojan Horse virus. T_T

Meeh. The keyboard here is so hard to use...

Updates a little later. Oh, by the way, today's the deliveration of grades. Wee. Wish I'm still included in the upper top 5% of the fourth year level ranking...

Currently Watching: uhh.. YouTube?
Currently Reading: this...

Ja.

Sat, 24 Feb 2007 11:41:55 GMT

survey from [http://tabulas.com/~hiatus/]

1. Your name plus "ness"?
- Chantalness. Luvin' it. XD

2. Two feelings at the moment?
- stressed but happy

3. What are you listening to right now?
- ummm, the aircon's annoying sound?

4. Done anything you regret so far this
week?
- nothing so far.

5. Describe where you are right now?
- my study room.

6. What are you wearing right now?
- a green blouse, denim shorts and my fuzzy slippers.

7. What are you craving to have right
now?
- food.

8. Who were you with last night?
- myself.

9. What are you scared of?
- heights.

10. Last movie you watched?
- magnifico. for a project. XD

11. Last song you sang out loud?
- aozora no namida by takahashi hitomi

13. Are you thinking of someone right
now?
- not really

14. Who is the last person you talked
to?
- mom

15. Last thing you downloaded on your
computer?
- PS brushes

16. Have you changed much this year?
- sure XD

18. Do you like moms?
- i like my mom.

19. Hug or kiss?
- both

23. Who was the last person to text
message you?
- ac, i think.

24. Where was the last place you went
besides where you are?
- salon

25. Has anyone ever said you looked
like a celeb?
- no. XD

26. Do you speak any other language
other than english?
- yup.

27. Last thing you watched on TV?
- hmmm... kiddy grade i think

28. Do you dress for style or comfort?
- comfort

29. Name someone with the same b-day
as you?
- kelly clarkson. YEAH~!

30. Ever had a drunken night in mexico?
- mexico, señor?

31. Whats the craziest thing you've
done?
- share about my past nyah XD

32. Favorite color(s)?
- maroon, black, white, lavender, blue

33. What's your favorite cereal
character?
- not familiar

34. What is your favorite Michael
Jackson song?
- to that pedophile? okay, i know he's great and all but i don't listen to him.

35. Who do you love?
- myself. XD

36. Any plans right now?
- eat.

37. What are your plans for tonight?
- eat.

38. What are you looking forward to
tomorrow?
- my tutorial with mi-chan, tiffin and b.

39. Last time you smiled?
- a few minutes ago while camwhoring XD

40. Who do you wanna be with right now?
- uhh, myself? XD

***

Initials:
-- fcsc

Middle name(s):
-- sigson

Birthday:
-- 042491

Birth Place:
-- manila

Current location:
-- taguig

Height:
-- 5'2 T_T

Hair length:
-- quite long... having the winry rockbell hairstyle XD

Eye color:
-- brown

Piercings:
-- 2

Birthmarks:
-- XD

Chapter 2: Family

Do you live with your parents:
-- sou desu.

Do you get along with your parents?:
-- hai.

Are your parents
married/separated/divorced?
-- rikon suru desu.

Do you have any siblings?
-- imasen.

What pets do you have?
-- imasen.

What are their names?
-- imasen datteba.

Chapter 3: Favorites

Season:
-- christmas

Clothing brand:
-- not keen with brands

Number:
-- 22, 00, 06, 09

Chapter 4: Do You...

Sing in the shower?
-- yes

Write memos on your hand?
-- not anymore

Believe in love?
-- sure i do.

Sleep on a certain side of the bed?
-- not really

Chapter 5: Have You Ever…

Worn braces?
-- planning to

Broken a bone?
-- not yet

Had stitches?
-- yes

Punched someone in the face?
-- not yet

Skipped school?
-- not really

Taken painkillers?
-- yes

Gone SCUBA diving?
-- not yet

Been stung by a bee?
-- ouch

Thrown up in a restaurant?
-- i think so XD

Been to overnight camp?
-- it wasn't a camp, really

Written a letter to Santa Claus?
-- no

Had detention?
-- no

Been sent to the principal’s office?
-- for good reasons

Been called a bitch?
-- not yet XD

Chaper 6: Who/What was the last..

Person to IM you?
-- let's see... donna?

Person to call you?
-- mi-chan

Person you hugged?
-- mi-chan

Thing you touched?
-- keyboard XD

Thing you ate?
-- munchkins

Last call made:
-- ac

Last text recieved from:
-- ac

CURRENT:
What channel is the tv on?
-- the tv's off

What song is playing:
-- nothing

Watching:
-- my monitor XD

What is your background:
-- if you mean desktop, then it's hagi from blood+

FAVORITE:

Shirt that you own:
-- hmmm... the red one with angel's wings on the back. i seldom use it though

Warning:
-- caution. XD

OTHER RANDOM:
Whats the time:
-- 7:15

Whats the date:
-- 022407

Whats the day:
-- saturday

Do you have more than 5 tv sets in
your house:
-- we only have 4.

Do you have a toaster:
-- we don't need it XD

Does your house have 2 floors?
-- yeah

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF WHEN I SAY

Cat:
-- neko

Jump:
-- wild wild rock

Love:
-- ai

Bed:
-- dna squared

Food:
-- mine.

By the way, congratulations to Erwin Osorio who placed 7th out of the 51 best school news writers of the Philippines and 2nd in the independent new reporting during the Baguio journalism competition (or something like that). Your Ananian family is very proud of you!

I'll be going on a short hiatus. I won't be blogging but I will be lurking around this place. Ah, finals are near...

This is me.

Thu, 22 Feb 2007 20:32:21 GMT

Whoah. XD

not easily hurt, does not need things to add up perfectly, keeps emotions under control, spends more time in solitary activities than group activities, when ending an association - tends to stop all communication without explanation, does not readily admit mistakes, underachiever, not known for generosity, level emotions, does not care what people think, does not fit in, more logical than abstract, does not value tradition, uninterested in leadership, not impressionable, not prone to envy, values money over acceptance, not open about feelings, unproductive, values solitude, not very happy, pessimistic, plain appearance, inflexible, won't do much to avoid rejection, not afraid of doing the wrong thing, underachiever, does not accept people as they are, unable to stand up for self, slow to forgive, not that interested in others, does not care about image, not prone to giving compliments, rarely prepared, quiet around strangers, does not like touchy feely people, avoids responsibilities, avoids difficult reading material, rarely reinvents self, does not like to lead, not prone to worrying

I have a lot to say and I shouldn't post here yet, but I just had to. Anyway, more info later.